When It Comes.

I'm going to add this on my to-do-list before I turn, say adultish?

Drop water balloons from the highest floor.

[Possibly if there are walker bys and vehicles passing by.]

(Don't ask where the idea came from.)

Smiles to go with it. =]

P.S. It's weird, me being an aunt asking my niece on how she did on her UPSR exams. *pushes it to mum* *mum pushes it back*

P.P.S. I'm all smiles now. =] =] =] =] =] =] 6 smiles for smiles. You don't need a reason to be happy. You simply can. (Of course it also helps if the people you love are there for you. =p)

P.P.P.S. Another late night today. That's 3 in a row. With extra dose of coffee.

Fireflies.

Today must be recorded down in history.

Our local station played Owl City on air today.

I'm stoked.

You should listen to Adam and his band.

It's like finally listening to music for the first time after years of silence.

Stop. Look. Stare.

I see a captivated penguin.
See the irony?

I'm currently immersed in music people hardly even heard of.
It feels really mind-blowing.
The feeling of it is unexplainable.
I might as well be in a whole new world and not notice it.
So I'm going to go along with making the CD's.
Prolly around 10 of them. *grinning*

Haven't had a photo with you in a while. xD

This is someone to watch out for.
She's such an amazing photographer.
One of the few who actually inspires me.
I'm glad I found her. =]

Note to self.
Never be in a conversation with 4 or more guys especially when they start forgetting that there is a girl in the same conversation.
There's only so much a girl should know.

Just a simple and short post for today.

Barely holding on. Still trying to.

Do I?

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Everytime I think I see you or someone who resembles you or look-a-like, the question just pops in my mind.
I think I’m just afraid of the truth.

Part of me needs to seek it out, the other part refuses to even give a thought about it.

I don’t know. I really don’t.

You don’t need to find a reason to talk to me.

You can just simply talk.

I’m here. I’m not leaving. I’m not going anywhere.

Just talk. Be frank. Be sarcastic.

I’ll still be here.

We didn’t even say, “Goodbye” when we parted ways.

We always say, “Hi” but never “Bye”.

I did come up with an explanation for myself.

I'm holding on tightly to the hope that I’ll see you again.

There’s more to it than that.

But I’ll just keep it to myself.

I’m starting to read more and more each day.

Somehow, I stopped doing it a while ago.

Usually, I’ll finish a book in several hours in just a day.

But the past few weeks, I took several days just to finish one.

Why?

I can’t answer you either.

Today, something in me just snapped. It just did.

I had been reading several minutes ago, then I got in the car.

Staring out the window, looking at the raindrops as the outside world whizzes by.

It just came to me. Suddenly. Without any warning.

I realized this.

I’ve been moving further and further away from what I love doing.

Reading, writing, photography.

It just happened.

Slowly slipping away from my grasp.

It started with reading, then writing and lastly, taking pictures.

I just stopped doing them.

But today, after the realization settled in, something altered.

I can’t let them go.

Even if I wanted too.

It will always be part of my life.

No matter what.

And there will be no complaints there.

Not now, not ever.

I'm going to make someone a mixed CD.
I've always wanted someone to make me one.
The thought of it has been lingering in my mind.
Anyway, I'm going to make one for someone.
I'm just stating it for myself.
So that I won’t go against my own words.

This post is totally unexpected.

My fingers just starting typing out things on my mind, like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

I’m glad it happened.

I hope that it will again.

I'm ending my post with a picture. I read this quote somewhere.

I don't know what to think about this picture. But I doubt I like it.

P.S. CWK, this is not considered a post. Oh, and patience, dude. =p

P.P.S. The fonts are different. Blogger's fault. I'm leaving it that way though.

P.P.P.S. Today, you gave me inspiration to start over. As long as I believed in myself, I’m able to. You showed me that. Thank you so much.

Broken by Lifehouse.
This song is for L.

Just a comeback. Till she's gone again.

I haven't been blogging lately.
Don't blame me.
I have a life. And I live it. XD

These two pictures are an account for last week.
I may blog about it in another post but not today.
I'm feeling a tad uninspired now.

AAR Concert. =]

Homestay at Sg. Sireh.

Oh, and this picture is specially for Gwen and Eddie. =]
Make sure you thank me Gwen. =p

I didn't know taking a picture together was hard. *muffles laughter*

So, I'll prolly be back soon.
I'm never in the mood to blog these days.
And I want to start on my projects as soon as possible so they'll occupy most of my time.
Thankfully. =]

Till I'm back again.
Someday.

P.S. I've developed a love for running, jogging and simply walking in the rain. *smiles to self*

Rainbow Veins.

I'm going MIA for 5 days.
Starting Sunday.
If you can't find me, you know why.
A break from all the drama is exactly what I need.
So it's not a surprise if I welcome it.
I might be running away, but how far can I run?

P.S. This picture was taken out of spontaneity. Out of the blue. After some tweaking, I finally came out with this. Currently I'm having a love-hate relationship with it. To me, it could have been better. If anyone asks, it's supposedly a pigeon. I love how many people are actually clueless to what my pictures are.

P.P.S. My photography has gone on a halt. Momentarily. Low in perseverance. Fueled of ideas though. But I'm getting comfortable with the burst of spontaneity. And the uncertainty and possibility of anything and everything that can occur in a photoshoot. [That is alot of 'ands'.]

P.P.P.S. I'm glad James Patterson continued his series. I'm going to finish Book 2 of The Protectors in the series of Maximum Ride today. And I can't get enough of it. Everything in the book gets me going. Fang's characteristics clearly resembles a guy I know but I still prefer the fictional Fang. =p

Tucked Safely.

The last post brought along a somber and depressing mood towards myself.
A few people came up with several scenarios that were totally absurd and mind-boggling.
I know the few who asked were just being concerned and all but I have nothing to tell you guys except that it's not what you think it is so just let it go.

I figured that out a little too late.
I wish I hadn't known the truth. The truth doesn't set you free.
Not all the time. Sometimes, it just binds you tighter.
As I regret to have seek for it, I'm glad I found out.
It made me tougher and built me up.
I needed that.
To experience the pain before succumbing to reality.
I was too high in the clouds.
It is time to be at the present. At the moment.
Living it.

I'm a very happy and satisfied kid today.
Eugene told me today that if I complain that my life sucks, he will come and find me. (You know what that means.)
That's cause I shouldn't be complaining at all.
Nope, I'm not. At all. Okay, maybe a teeny weeny little?

So I had three ice-creams today. THREE.
Yup. All within a short period of time. Busted my last record. And I'm proud of it.
Oh, and mum said I'm getting sarcastic these days.
I took that as a praise. I mean, how can you live without sarcasm?
It completes your life. For me, of course.

I'm pretty contend where I am.
So don't you go thinking I'm on anti-depressants or I'm planning a suicide note or something.
I may have been snapping and giving crude or snide remarks to some people. I deeply apologize for that. I didn't mean too. You were at the wrong place at the wrong time. My only explanation is that I had too many conflicts to handle and I was overwhelmed.
But I'm fine now. And it'll stay that way for some time.

P.S. I'm looking forward to Saturday. Part of it anyway. Some may know why. Others, well, if you don't just go on with your life.

P.P.S. The picture above is SOOC. No edits. Just my watermark and the header. I did several at one go but I'll post them when the time comes.